People persons person people PERSON!

Have you ever been really REALLY wrong about a person? I don't think you can ever really KNOW anyone. Everyone has a dual nature.. at least that's what I believe. But the thing that hurts me the most and pisses me off the most is how even your friends can disappoint you.. Say things that friends just aren't supposed to say, do things that they aren't supposed to do. Hell, the 'things' i'm talking about over here are things that no one should do. It's wrong, it hurts others. But I guess you can only know if you've been on the receiving end. But HELLOOO? There's a thing called a 'conscience'!

I'm in one of my crazy moody moods today, I have been since yesterday (pms makes me crazy). I wish I could control my moodiness, seriously, but I can't. I was talking to one of my best friends Anjali the other day (god, how I love that girl).. And we were in one of our really self deprecating moods.. I really wish I wasn't this insecure, I never would have been if THAT BOY hadn't entered my life and fucked with my head a year ago, I wish I wasn't this needy, I wish I didn't need so much reassurance.. I feel bad for Sargun (my boyfriend) sometimes.. He's been very patient with me, and I can't thank him enough. I've become more tolerant and I've definitely become happier since he's been with me. He's tolerated my screaming and crying, crazy mood swings, occasional (or not so occasional to him) stupidity. So.. Happy nine months, babe. I love you =)

I need to prove to Abhinandan that I don't "use people and throw them away like tissue paper". =/ I really like that boy. He doesn't judge me. Sure all the sexual jokes he cracks are usually always directed towards me, but hey, whatever. We used to have the most retarded conversations. I sort of miss him. He was always jealous coz I had bacon in my freezer or something... So we decided that after the boards (the 10th boards) were over, he'd come over and we'd have this huge breakfast cook off thing. Yeah.. that never happened.

Shrutika's coming over today =) Dishari is a tiny person. She got Prada boots. She's sucha cutie. =) I think Aashna is the best bat-up person in the world.

Yes, I am aware that his post is very strange.