"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... you give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore."
                                                                                                         - Jim Morrison


Love is super scary.. It makes you feel like you've never felt before.. You start doing things you'd never do under normal circumstances, you say things you'd never even dream of saying, you do anything you can to make the person you're in love with feel loved, your heart just about explodes with happiness when you see the person you're in love with.. when he/she tells you how much he/she loves you.. 
It's crazy man... I always talk about how much I hate dependency, how hard it is for me to trust people completely, how I'm insecure for a reason.. I over think all the time.. I blow things out of proportion.. It's all because what I'm feeling right now is something I've never felt before.. It's frightening.. overwhelming.. but at the same time, absolutely amazing.


I guess everyone has or has had a stupid person, no different from any other stupid person who's just come into their lives and changed everything.. That stupid, lovely person.