Random.

It's 1 am right now, and I'm writing this while I'm waiting for Gaurav Kapoor to come back online and "save me from my boredom". (If he doesn't come back, well. fuck.)
I can't sleep, I've been trying to for the past 1 and a half hours.. evidently, I've completely given up and I am now on facebook.
I love bumper stickers. They make me happy. You know what else I love? Pon and Zi and quotes by Dr. Seuss. My boredom forces me to put some of them up here. =)


"I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells" - Dr. Seuss


"Today you are you, that is truer than true. There is no one alive who is youer than you" - Dr. Seuss


"Unless someone like you cares a whole awful lot. 
Nothing is going to get better. It's not." - Dr. Seuss


"Adults are just obsolete children and the hell with them." - Dr. Seuss


"You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams." - Dr. Seuss
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Isn't this the sort of stuff which just makes you go all "awwww!!" and jelly-like in your stomach and wish stuff like this happened in real life? 

I'm still online, Gaurav Kapoor has officially ditched me, I have nothing to do except browse bumper stickers on facebook. 

KILL MEEEEE!!

It's time =)

I was talking to a friend today... And we were talking about how everyone has an exclusive person.. I don't know.. I don't think that's true.. I mean sure I have my go-to people... But I don't know if i have an exclusive person, someone who belongs to me and only me, and I don't think I'm anyone else's exclusive person. See, I think the whole "exclusive person" thing is a little surreal..

Anyway.. I try not let people in too much, because I've done it before and I've been let down. So why risk it again, right? I have trust issues and I'm very very insecure, something that anyone who knows me very well has to deal with.. I think the main reason why I don't let people in is because I'm scared that the feelings I have for them aren't or wont be requited. But I was thinking today, and I had an epiphany. I realised that I'm never really going to know true happiness or love or friendship if I don't let my guard down (something my friend made me realise). Sure I might get hurt, but I don't think I'll regret it. And I figured that there's a reason why my friends and my boyfriend have stuck by me; they've accepted me for who I am - a very moody, insecure, sometimes crazy person.
The thing is... I think I've already let it down when it comes to certain people (you know who you are).. And yeah.. it really is the best feeling ever =)

Is This Love?

Don't you love fairy tales? Don't you love how everything's just so beautiful and easy? A little song and dance, a few tears, a wicked witch, and your true love's (Prince Charming) kiss. I wish our lives could be summed up like that. But noooo, life's gotta be be a slut and screw us till we fall and fall and fall and we can't fall anymore! 

You see, I love love. I need it, I live on it, I love everything about it; that warm, fuzzy feeling you get when you think you're in love, the way you can't stop thinking about the person you're in love with, the inside jokes, the weird nicknames... But the thing that confuses me the most is love, and the thing that screws me up the most is love.Have you ever seen Runaway Bride? Well if you haven't, watch it. Anyway, in the movie, Julia Roberts keeps running away before saying "I Do".. And Richard Gere (that yummy man) tells her that the people she's been getting married to are all people that she's just been INSANELY attracted to, and people have been known to confuse love with attraction all the time. 

But how the bloody hell does any of that make sense? I mean, how're you supposed to know who you're in love with and who you're just insanely attracted to? A little wonky isn't it? 

There was also this other movie in which someone says something like "Your whole life boils down to this one insane moment".. But how do you know which moment that insane moment is? :| I've had a lot of moments in my life, and quite a few of them have been pretty insane.   Ehhh.. Movies mess with my brain. 

Anyway, getting back to the whole love thing. BOYS ARE SO CONFUSING! And they say women are complicated. Men can't make up their minds either! Sure women overreact a lot, blow things out of proportion yadayadayada but the whole "women can't make up their minds thing" is bullshit because men can't do it either. 

In The Ugly Truth, Gerard Butler keeps going on about how you've got to have boobs and an ass, and if you have that then you're all set. But you saw how the movie turned out in the end, he fell for the control freak, the crazy woman who hadn't had sex for 11 months. And in 'He's just not that into you' they just keep going on about how a guy who teases you a lot actually secretly likes you. 

My message to the boy world is : STOP SENDING MIXED SIGNALS. It drives us crazy; do you like us, do you not like us, do you want something serious or are you just looking for some ass. And just a suggestion, if you really are only looking for some ass, make it clear to the girl.

I don't really know why I wrote this :| I completely digressed from what my main point was supposed to be. Anyway, How do you know when you've found "The One"? 

“You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.” - Dr. Seuss. 

Think that's true ^ ? =)

It seemed like a fun thing to do at the moment.

 If you don't know what the id, ego and superego are, go google it, because you're going  to need to know if you're reading this. 

A little bit of each of these is present in everyone, but there's one which is dominant. In my case, it's the id, at least, I think it is. =| 

You know how people do things without thinking? I almost ALWAYS do things without thinking. I like to deal with the consequences later (and there are always consequences). 

Jim Morrison once said "I was stoned, it seemed like a fun thing to do at the moment". I can't even begin to explain how much I can relate to this, save the stoned bit. 

I've done some pretty stupid things in my life so far. See, there are two types of people in the world; those who learn from other's mistakes (I guess they're the smarter ones), and those who learn from their own mistakes. I fit into the latter category. I wish I could learn from other's mistakes, really, I do.. But I have a theory which my best friend thinks is insanely stupid, but hey, it makes sense to me. I now get back to the "ruled by the Id" bit. See, I believe in doing what you want to do. I'd rather do something I really really want to do and not miss out on something that might be amazing. Life is about taking risks right? So if this something that you want to do is not amazing and you end up falling flat on your ass, then you just get up, you deal with it, and you learn to not do the same thing again. 

I realise that this might not make sense to you at all, and it might just be the stupidest thing you've ever read, but to each his own, right? =)