One of Those Days

UGH. Today is one of those days. You know, those days. Those horrible days when you wish you just didn't exist.

*Anyway, yesterday was Shrutika's birthday party. And I'm guessing I pretty much ruined her birthday because all the pictures got deleted. fuck.

*WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST GET THE HINT?!
Have you ever absolutely loved someone, and then absolutely hated them the next minute? Okay, maybe not hate.. maybe just very strong.. dislike. Anyway, you would dislike the person too. I think. Or maybe my not liking that person isn't justified.. but it's justified in my head!

*School's getting over.. SHIT.

*I love you, always will. But I meant what I said yesterday.

*I miss you, so much. But i'm SO pissed off with you as well.

WHY IS EVERYTHING SO FUCKED UP?

"I want the world and I want it now"

The Fourth Kind

Yeah, I'm NEVER going to be able to sleep alone EVER again. I guess it's sort of like my fault as well. I was totally geared up to watch a scary movie the day I went to Tarana Banana Tamatar Slutty Marwah Skank's house. See, I HATE scary movies. Why? Because I'm scared of the dark and because I have trouble falling asleep at night. BUT, I'm also really curious. So even though I hate them.. I like watching them. :|
So I was all "Oooh! What's the scariest scary movie you've got?". So we decided we'd watch 'The Fourth Kind'.

And OHMYFUCKINGGOD that movie. =/ It's based on a true story.. and it's all about alien abductions (I know it sounds very not scary, but trust me, it was). See, I didn't think it would be that scary.. I was all "pffft alien abductions, I can handle that".. I mean, we've all seen 'Mars Attacks' right? And that movie was hilarious. And.. All the other alien based movies aren't that scary either.
But... yeah. I'm a 17 year old girl, and I'm scared to go to sleep before 5:30 in the morning because I think aliens are out to get me.

FML

Cigarettes and Alcohol and beautiful people =)

Now now, don't jump to conclusions. I'm just listening to the song 'cigarettes and alcohol' by Oasis.. Although it pretty much does sum up the events of last night.

Appa is the weirdest funniest drunk ever. He does this whole weird pussycat dolls dance thing. He was falling ALL over the place yesterday and screaming really random things. I miss him. What an idiot that boy is. =) (I really really hope he reads this). Heyyy Pumba. Just so you know (I know you're going to find this hard to believe).. I'll always love you, and I'll always be there for you. I know I haven't been the greatest best friend ever.. I hurt you.. You hurt me a little too.. But I want more than anything to put that behind us, because I really miss you.
I think I've already said all of that to you =| But.. er. I guess it doesn't hurt to say it once more.

Shrutika was a little tipsy too, she sobers down quite a bit when she's drunk (I know that statement is very contradictory, it's just that she's usually ALWAYS hyper, she's less hyper when she's tipsy).

Anyway, I think Aashna's a little ticked off with me right now. So babe, this is for you. You actually sounded concerned on the phone yesterday. Don't be idiotic, love. I'll always be your best friend, and you'll always be mine, no matter what. Yeah, you're stupid, you never listen to me, but I guess I don't listen to you that much either. How can you even THINK I'm drifting away? Don't be stupid, Scuba. I love you. You were my saviour in the 9th grade (I barely knew ANYONE in that class, except Feroze of course). You've always been there for me since, and I hope I've been there for you too. I'm sorry I yell at you at times, and hurt your feelings, but whenever I yelled, I did so only because I care. You're my beat-up person =) And I'll always be your bitch. Promise =p
I love you, Scubahhh =) Don't be silly, no one can take me away from you.

Save it, skank. I own you =)